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Bandmembers:
- Marianne Verkooijen: Lead Vocals, Keyboard, Hammond organ, Glockenspiel, Bodhrán
- Ko Melis: Electric, Acoustic & 12-string Guitars, Baglama, Mandoline, Trombone, Horn, Magnus Organ, Vocals
- Sven Hendrikse: Fretted & Fretless Bass, Acoustic Guitar, Panpipe, Vibraslap, Bass Synth, Saucillator, Vocals
- Jorick de Wit: Drums, Percussion
Ex band members
- Reginald Bod: Keyboard, Oil Barrel
- Ester van Miltenburg: Keyboard
Recording, mixing and mastering:
- Live Life: Red Shoes Productions (Jurgen Uffink)
- A Minstrel’s Complex: Red Shoes Productions (Jurgen Uffink)
- Dancing About Architecture: Jorick de Wit
Artwork:
- Live Life: Bas Bergmans, Marijn Verdenius, Jorick de Wit, Marianne Verkooijen
- A Minstrel’s Complex: Jorick de Wit, Marianne Verkooijen
- Dancing About Architecture: Jorick de Wit
Photography:
- Live Life: Sietse Venema
- A Minstrel’s Complex: Ester van Miltenburg
- Dancing About Architecture: Ko Melis, Jorick de Wit
Mandrake – Dancing About Architecture (2016)
All music, lyrics and artwork are property of: Marianne Verkooijen, Sven Hendrikse, Ko Melis and Jorick de Wit
Winter acts ruthlessly leaving everybody in its wake
No-one can control its path, winter goes where nowhere comes
Bearing future on its back, winter is the time for change
Every year I’m facing the change of the things that I used to know
Chorus
I am standing here with my feet firm on the ground
Can’t you see that everything is going to change
Trying to prepare myself for what is coming
Let the future come, just breathe in and bring it on
Springtime warms my heart with promises of what’s to come
It follows the path of change and brings hope for new days ahead
While reaching for that change, it’s prepared to go the other way
Every year I follow the path that sweet spring is laying out for me
Chorus
Summer is here again with its flowers and the greenest grass
It warms the corners of my heart, I can feel a new day has begun
Forget about your worried past, the light will fade your troubled mind
Take the time to heal up now, for the time of change will come again
Chorus 2x
Fall darkens the days ahead and scares the summer warmth away
It splashes my green hope red, brown, yellow and some gold
Those colours replace the warmth and prepare for the change to come
For winter will follow close, I can feel it breathing down my neck
Look at them go
They’re running uphill
Never standing still
Into the great unknown
They can never ever be alone
See how they march
No breaks till they die
Never question why
Living from day to day
They can never ever break away
We follow and pray, don’t question why
We never say what’s on our minds
Working all day and sleep at night
For that is the way we live our lives
See how it goes
The ebb and the flow
Watch the current grow
Looks like they all fit in
Wouldn’t even know where to begin
Strange how it seems
I’m rowing upstream
Stuck inside a dream
Following my own course
I will never ever leave my source
We follow and pray, never question why
We’ll never say what’s on our minds
We’re working all day and we sleep at night
For that has been the way that we’ve always lived our lives
We follow and pray, don’t question why
We never say what’s on our minds
Working all day and sleep at night
For that is the way we’ re content with our lives
Sing me a song
To rid me of fear
Please, Sing it loud and clear
Close my aware mind’s eye
With a wake-up call or lullaby
Have you felt how the wind blows strong
And carries your thoughts home
Home where the hearth warms
Your feet when you return
Return from lands unknown
You’ve travelled all alone
To find what you’ve been searching for
And couldn’t find at home
But couldn’t find at home
Chorus
Find your way back to the place you’ve left
Greet the ones that had to stay behind
Recognise the warmth of their hearts
When you’re far away from home
Have you felt how you have been longing for
The things you’ve left behind
Back where everyone awaits
Please stay you wide-eyed wanderer
For what you have been searching for
You’ll only find at home
Welcome back home
Chorus
Rubbed my face on a sandpaper moon
Callous as can be
Led away by a will-o’-the-wisp
from this bleak society
I’ll go
I’ll implode
Chorus
Do we drown our witches or burn them?
Do we starve our demons to death?
Shall we cross the bridge of sighs tonight?
or wait ’till our final breath?
Can we give ourselves to our freedom?
Can we own this freedom at last?
Can we leave our worries and fears behind?
Can we rid us of our past?
We can’t tell what the future holds
Will it trump our history?
An enigma, wrapped in a riddle
Surrounded by mystery
I’ll go
I’ll implode
Chorus
Don’t listen to the static
Don’t listen to the noise
Their verbal defecation
is reflected in your voice
My auditive receptacle is bursting at the seams
Eternal Chinese whisper of merging mondegreens
Don’t listen to the static
Don’t listen to the noise
Their oral defamation
is reflected in your voice
Diatribes, soliloquies, L’esprit de l’escalier
Your lingual cornucopia puts my thoughts in disarray
Don’t listen to the static
Don’t listen to the noise
Their vocal denigration
is reflected in your voice
Your lofty dissertations have no reason and no rhyme
your simulated eloquence is only wasting time
Don’t listen to the static
Don’t listen to the noise
Their feral altercation
is reflected in your voice
Don’t listen to the static
Don’t listen to the noise
Chorus
Oh, I see the walls tumbling down
All around your base the ruins can be found
No need to rebuild them straight away
Cause I like the center that is on display
Who can see behind his closed eyes?
I cannot, believe me how I’ve tried
Never breaking into his closed mind
Where his treasured chest I’ll surely find
Chorus
Now his chest has opened up to me
I see the treasures slowly breaking free
My world awaits him from the fragile start
He’ll give all that’s wrapped within his fragile heart
Chorus
I like how I’ve made you change your ways
To incorporate the aces and spades
Of my personal play that you’ve tried to evade
There’s no need to delay, since you’re in my arcade
Chorus
Signs for dynamite
Suddenly appear
Without quarrel or fight
All at once so near
Waves drowned in the tide
Will never reach the shore
Should I in vain abide?
Beg for her love once more?
Feelings not as bright
As words of good intent
But grey and black as night
By heavy discontent
Fresh and new sown seed
Devoured by the old
Overgrown by weeds
Of tales already told
Chorus
This is how
I will go down
This is how
The memory will stick inside
And only now
Is this the crown
To which I bow
The memory of love that was so near
Unfolded maps lie rained upon
On autumn forest floor
Will they again, dried in the sun
Unfold for me once more
Rotten leaves in time will feed
The sprouting springy green
But first, alas, the fading creed
Will slowly loose its sheen
Leafless orchards old
Moulding sweet delight
Leave leaves prone to the mould
When sun is out of sight
Signs for dynamite
Suddenly appear
I am without might
You’ve drawn a new frontier
Chorus 2x
Please tread lightly
Wait here
With naked paws, retracted claws
And keep me away from the sun
Until all my worries are gone
Whisper slightly
Tell me
Will you be here to watch me if I
Wander off in the night
And keep me out of the light
Cause down in your cellar
That’s where I crawl
With cracks in the ceiling
And blood on the wall
You’ll need to shout
For me to come out
Or I’ll reign from my nosebleed throne for eternity
Lead me to the surface
Show me how it’s done
Open up my eyes
And let them stare into the sun
Blind from Daylight’s poison
Lonelier than before
I’ll creep back to my cellar
And I shall want no more
Twisting, turning, round and round it goes
Wouldn’t dare to miss a beat
Drums are pounding in our heads
We wear shackles round our feet
Time is catching up on us
We are on a one way street
And we know we can’t turn back
We’ll just have to take the…
Heat of battle
Go full throttle
One chance only
Time is money
Twisting, turning, round and round it goes
Following the beaten track
We are just a flock of sheep
With a price tag round our necks
Guided by a hidden force
some old mercenary’s creed
we have sold our innocence
to attain the highest…
State of numbness
all round dumbness
one life only
I’m so…
Void of intention
Trapped in a snake pit
Of guilt ridden shame
Am I too costly
will I be able
to pay for my name
Am I an asset
Or am I a burden
A loss or a gain
Twisting, turning, yielding, yearning
Tired, wired, broken, fired
Breathing, living, knowing, giving
Withered, tattered, worn out, battered
Trying, flying, falling, dying,
Staggered, laggard, jilted, haggard
Raging, burning, chiming, churning
error, error, error, error, error
I am walking all alone
On this road that
Leads me
Away from home
I’ve lost the sense of
Being free
This cotillion
Feels like limbo
To me
But what if I stop
And leave this dance behind
Let go and jump off the edge
The world that was flat
Goes on forevermore
And I can’t seem to find
Its ledge
The vastness of choices
Cripples me
I can do all
But what I want I cannot see
Standing on this higher plane
What I’ve lost
I can never
Win again
But what if I stop
And leave this plane behind
Let go and jump off the edge
If I don’t do it now
The world might turn away
Losing…
Light of my heart
Can you reach out
And fill their mind
With your warmth?
Dip my paws into black ink. I can see the way that the letters form curses, uttered in silence luring them right into my trap. Shapes that rise from the ashes chanting songs from yesteryear’s newspapers, telling of all the epic battles that I had to endure. Cryptic dances of wronged messiahs. Infidels that still feed the fire. Local guardians of ancient temples sell the truth by the pound. Drunk men slide from their barstools into cosy thickets of warm embers, reaching out for new lifebreath that is caught before it became.
Lonely dowagers panting to the rhythm of their own pulsating heartbeat, all the while longing for one glimpse of what they once had. Denizens of this land beneath the orange trees are now blossoming, force-fed pancakes with golden ladles. Gleam but don’t make a sound.
I, enticed by your splendour, colour crooked rainbows on gingerbread houses that you have eaten just to satisfy all your needs. Blemished ivory eyeballs, specked with crimson watering irises, staring down a TV-screen where some dark cartoons are displayed.
[ Instrumental ]
Mandrake – A Minstrel’s Complex (2013)
All music, lyrics and artwork are property of: Marianne Verkooijen, Sven Hendrikse, Ko Melis and Jorick de Wit
Her life had been all that she ever wanted
But there’s something inside he can’t take apart
She had raised a fortress around her
With only one gateway to get to her heart
It’s still much too soon for a cry for the moon
Cause the minstrel can’t play with his muse out of tune
When will the knight come and knock down her door
To turn the Madonna into a whore
Many man fought to get into her presence
Many man fought to get into her sight
But she never lowered her drawbridge
And kept all her suitors outside to abide
It’s still much too soon for a cry for the moon
Cause the minstrel can’t play with his muse out of tune
When will the bard come and crack up his amp
To turn his fair lady into a tramp
The story of your life
Was part of the façade
Once the walls came down
We fell to the ground
Wandering around
You never saw it coming
The truth hit hard
And the end came fast
Once you’ve left this life
All that’s left behind
Are the broken parts
Of your heart
Even when you’re far away
I can’t forget the games we played
Remember what we used to say
Memories now come too late
I thought you were the stronger one
I have to face our lives alone
Through the clouds I see the sun
It carries your smile back home
Melancholy causes pain
‘cause the longing for the past
Bearing the memories
And the stories of our lives
Everywhere I hear your voice
I don’t know if that is a choice
Couldn’t throw away your toys
The memories shine through the noise
Those memories still cause me pain
Thinking our love was to blame
For the man that you became
Oh how our life seems in vain
Melancholy causes pain
‘Cause you’re longing for the past
Bearing the memories
And the stories of your live
I’m the one who died in vain
But you’re the one that’s going to pay
I’m the one who disappeared
But you’re the one that isn’t here
The moment I saw your face
I knew my life would be a waste
Your eyes locked into mine
Murder was all I could find
There was no way to escape my fate
Getting help would be too late
With no warning in advance
I didn’t even stand a chance!
Though you liked the adrenaline
Of taking life without a sin
You didn’t count to see my smile
Every time you’d close your eyes
My body gets colder
Look over your shoulder
Though I am no longer here
In your mind I’ll persevere
You know you will pay for me
You just don’t know when or where it’ll be
I’ll punish you oh so slow
I reckon I will find you though!
When killers aren’t punished for their taken lives
They are able to live their lives
But the visions of the victims leave nothing to
Live for, look at, nothing to lose
Now there’s nothing, no-one to prevent them at all
The only way to become serial.
She is Damayanti
The fairest of them all,
Her skin as white as snowflakes
That never seem to fall
Gods and men did want her
But none could her enthrall
What good could one mere mortal do
So puny frail and small.
She is Helena of Troy
Who launched a thousand ships
She is like the Siren’s song
That tossed them to the cliffs
The golden apple of discord
Has long since passed her lips
All woman even Aphrodite
Have yet to come to grips.
But she is golden flowers
That bloom in days of spring
She is like Sheherazade
And like her she will sing
And maybe then a renaissance
Or some primeval fling
Will kindle all those thousand nights
And burn a fiery ring.
She gives meaning to the tiniest of things,
The language of the birds
The strumming of my strings
She gives meaning to the tiniest of things
She sings of men and arms
Of countries and their kings
I’d give all of my ribs for love
I’d pour out my heart to you
One tug at it’s strings and it’ll be yours
Please tell me what to do
The signs they look cuneiform
Or the language of the fan
Short, short, short, long, long, long, short, short, short
They end as they began
Was there any word at all?
A note, some news, a plan?
Or are they just delusions
Of a broken, maudlin man?
But struck by Ockham’s razor,
My severed mind and I
Quietly turn to reason,
We know that reason why
There is no light in darkness
There is no we in I
Entangled in Forget-me-Nots
All hope has past us by
And walking on that razors edge
Attracted to a flame
A tiny spark, a pilot light,
Or something else to claim
I find I’ve gone beyond the pale
I find I am inane
My life’s on a conveyor belt
Blank pictures in a frame.
I give meaning to the tiniest of tings
A scribble on a paper
A telephone that rings
I give meaning to the tiniest of things
The way she talks, the way she laughs
The way she smiles or blinks
I’ve given all my ribs for love
I’ve cut myself into,
Myself and yet another me
To love as much as you…
The minstrel climbed the castle wall
To make their young eyes meet
But the ivy climbing up from the soil
Couldn’t hold his ogre feet
Rising out of the black bile
He cleaned away the dirt
Ripping out love’s poisoned hook
Whose barbed teeth made him hurt
Fallen away from his turtle dove
His access was denied
Having enough of his courtly love
He hung his head and cried
Heroism is dead my love
And chivalry is dying
There will come a time and place
We’ll all be tired of trying
Holding her hand
While watching the dog sleep
Four legs away from the end
He knows her long enough
To see she is soaring
Far, far away from his side
Her hand slips away
From the fingers she is holding
Breaking a heart on the way
Dreaming of the future
She’s now standing beside him
Though she’s no longer right there
Her mind is wondering
Through all the memories
That lay right there in his hands
She could never dream
Of finding another
Only his hand will suffice
He felt how she slowly
Slipped through his fingers
So he rushes to reach for her hand
Hand in hand in heart
They are watching the dog sleep
Further away from the end!
At the end of the stream
Where the sand meets the sea
With his light in her eyes
Awaits the moon late at night
At the source of the stream
Lives the man of her dreams
With his mind far away
Feels the sun during day
He walks home everyday
Sees her smile in the rays
All alone in bed she lays
Feels his warmth around her waist
In the suns warming light
In the moons peaceful night
Bounded by the endless stream
They will wonder, forever in their dreams.
I let my hands run freely through the clay
To craft the things that I desire every day
The urge I feel inside I need to craft the world
On my canvas walls where scenery unfolds
I hold my brush in my hand
I create the world where I stand
And with my paint I will make
The scenery my mind creates
My mind creates the things, the things that I shall paint
It tells me to make every ones day brighter
By painting all the roads that we will travel
I’ve created all the landscapes of my dreams
I’ve always been right here, creating from the mud
My fantasy, my paint will be your blood
Oh live in peace, for I’m the master of your fate
All the things you see are the things that I’ve arranged for you!
I hold my brush in my hand
I create the world where I stand
And with my paint I will make
The scenery my mind creates
I hold your live in my hands
I create your world where I stand
And with my paint I will make
Your destiny my mind creates!
When will the time come when song deafens roar
And minstrel and knight won’t compete anymore
His nose to the window, his eyes on the floor
He stands there in silence alone
His hands they feel like never before
Waiting to cast the last stone
He opens the door to a dim lit encounter
And crosses the threshold in some form of grace
He leans towards her sleeping exterior
And whispers these heartfelt words to her face
When will my music let go of your echo
When will these strangling chords let go
And sound through the night like a phoenix in flight
And finally let my true colors show
Mandrake – Live Life (2011)
All music, lyrics and artwork are property of: Marianne Verkooijen, Sven Hendrikse, Ko Melis and Jorick de Wit
The shadow to her shade
The splatters to her wade
The shadow in her eyes
Oh it’s me in disguise
Leave me be your fear haunts me
I felt your breath, your touch of death
Her skin as white as snow
Her hair as black as night
Her lips the color blood
Her muscles strained by fright
Leave me be your fear haunts me
I felt your breath your touch of death
I’ve seen your mother’s smile
I smelled your hair for a while
I am there when you sleep I stole your name
I am there when you sleep I stole your name
I am there when you sleep I stole your name
To keep
Leave me be your fear haunts me
I felt your breath your touch of death
The old man watches the world rushing by
While he thinks of the good happened in his life
His grown up children left him, so did his wife
She died a long time ago, he keeps asking why
He sees his children playing in the sand
The sun is waving a farewell to this broken land
Her shadow fell and darkened to the light they went
Embrace the love that he once had memories left behind
Drops of ruby draw him to her scarlet smile
A veiled specter of ivory leads him down the aisle
He longs to lay beside her loving in the dark
Cars drive by beneath him, children in the park
The old man watches the world rushing by
While he thinks of the good happened in his life
His children stand beside him so does his wife
They fade in completion the last light of goodbye
I am not who I am, my dress so plain
My bulky purse stuffed with gold
Trapped in my bitter freedom
All the talks finished and repeated
Fantomina life is a joke
Dress to impress
And paint to fool
Experimental
Gone in a blur
I am not who I am, dark as the night
My salty dry cheeks alone
An early headstone in a grey field
Left behind in an isolation
I am not who I am, cash for my paint
My joy is worth your gold
Cash for silver and I embrace to kill
Just this night you will be mine
I will never be me my dress still plain
My salty dry cheeks alone
Cashed my silver and left myself behind
Forever stuck in my darkest habit
Wood’s ablaze in these autumn days
The leaves refuse to fall
Hanging on to something
That isn’t there at all
I turned to the water
Please cure this Cancer
Rid me from my old banshee
Wading through the everglades
Imago Aquarii is blocking my ways
Draping her shadow over me
When winter comes will I still be here
With bare knees on the ice
Staring down at future’s past
At a long lost paradise
The purgatory has ended
I never got to drown
The image vanished with the tide
I’ve burned my bridges down
Wood’s ablaze in my warm fireplace
It took some time to see
That leaves will fall each year again
But you’re now dead to me
Your heart lies open
Your fear left behind
Don’t be afraid
Of the places you find
Don’t lose track
Keep your goal in sight
The fear of regret should not hold you back
Dive down the cliff
To scream out your lungs
Run with the wind
Or swallow your tongue
Chew on a corpse
Right down to the spine
The fear that you feel is the fear of your mind
All you feel
Is made-up and not real
For the life that you lead
Is the best you’ll ever be
The clocks keep ticking
They go round and round
Fly on your wings
Right down to the ground
The weight is shifting
Between day and night
There’s no fear involved in the circle of life
Looking back
At what you’ve done
Has you great live
Already begun?
There’s no beginning
No middle no end
Even with fear, is your life well spent?
All you feel
Is made-up and not real
For the life, that you lead
Is the best you’ll ever be
Aren’t you feeling
The rush of your life
As your blood creeps
In the dead of the night
Try to succeed
In this living hell
Fighting that fear will not do you well
Why can you feel
Your heart beating fast
If it goes on
You will never last
Always remember
At the back of your soul
Learn to live life with no fear at all
All you feel
Is made up and not real
For the life that you lead
Is the best you’ll ever be
We lock ourselves in our ivory tower
Where we’ll stay till our final hour
From the day we ban the night
We are free to live our own lives
Where ever she’s going
She is destined to get stuck
Don’t try to underestimate
The downside of her luck
She can’t take the nonsense
That her brother has done
Although they are children
There is ware in her home
Nobody knows where her life leads she is lost
Her urge to live is weakening she has had enough
At school she is lonely
To protect the ones around
With her being friendly
They will be going down
She’s just trying to discover
The boundries of her life
But she’s taking down her mother
Who had no power left to fight
Live your life do what you like
Life is too precious to just let it die
Her father doesn’t like the man
She loves more than life
Now she has to choose between two wrongs
And leave the other one behind
So she chooses to run away
To save the ones she cares about
No longer she will cause them pain
Cause she won’t be around
Nobody knows where her life leads she is lost
Her urge to live is weakening she has had enough